Here is my entry for this week’s Daily Post Weekly Photo Challenge with the topic of Security. ENJOY.
When I was in my late teens and early twenties, the Pacific cean brought me security. I went to college and worked in a city that had a long pier (Ventura, California) that I walked nearly everyday, once I owned a car. Nearly 40 years ago, I would walk to the end of the pier and just let the wind blow through my hair and listen to the ocean waves. Standing just staring out into the vast ocean is when I felt safe and protected by the Universe. It was my place to get feel peace and know all was well.
My young life was not always happy. My mom was verbally abusive I feared going home. My dad was useless since I disowned him years ago when he molested me at a young age. I just considered him the guy my mother lived with. The ocean became my refuge until I was able to financially support myself and move far away.
Qi (energy) hugs
Cee
I admire your strength, Cee. Beautiful words and photos.
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Thanks Piyumi for commenting. 😀
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What a photo! Terrific!
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Glad you like the photo.
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The ocean definitely has many healing qualities – i really should spend more time at our beautiful beaches than i do!
You’ve come a long way, Cee! 🙂
love.
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I need to spend more time outside and at the ocean. It is a two hour drive away so I get outside much more than I do the ocean.
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Looking at it peace comes to my mind, I can also spend hours sitting by it. After reading your story I have started to have more respect for you. One needs to be bold and courageous to face and come out of all this and share it with the world. Happy to know you and connected to you, you have become a wonderful human being and excellent photographer and obviously inspiration for many, Keep rocking….God Bless you 🙂
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Subhash, you are a special friend of mine. I hope and sometimes know that I am an inspiration to others. Thanks.
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I am honored, Oh yes you are to many…
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I am so thankful you had this escape to turn to during your horrific childhood to remind you that their was still beauty in the world and in you.
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This world is full of beauty. I think that is why I love photography. Thanks.
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Such difficult times but glad to you were able to find retreat in the ocean. Solace comes but it comes slowly. Hope you are at ease now. Both Cho and i are with you all the way. Love the photos!
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Oh yeah I am at ease now. I was fortunate enough to help out a lot of people over the years and that is a blessing in itself.
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It’s so hard for a kid where the home is not a shelter, a refuge, a safe haven. Yes, a vast ocean could sooth your pain swallow your tears, and give you comfort and security. Great photos, Cee!
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I live in a very safe home now. And yes, the ocean is still a favorite place for me.
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We like to go to the beach. But beaches in CA are very busy. I love ocean!
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40 years ago the beaches in Oxnard and Ventura (where I lived) weren’t all that busy. Or at least a few of them. I can’t imagine enjoying a southern California beach today with all the crowds of people. Oregon even the busy beaches you can feel alone.
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Yes, I saw the beach where my daughter and her then boyfriend camped, and he proposed to her. They had the beach to themselves!
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Now that is romantic. 😀
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He is good at it! I’m glad that she got someone to care for her!
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I’m getting ready for a poetry class for the retiree! Chat more later!
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Have fun.
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Thank you. I’m back. We read Irish poetry. I picked William B Yeats, and read 3 of his poems!
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Oh you must have had a great time.
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Yes, I realized that the class set my mind in momentum, and I think in rhyme more often. Even when I answer comments, one said, it’s poetic. haha!
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It is hard to like this post, Cee, but I am happy that you found solace in the ocean. Love to you. XO
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I’m glad you like this post. IT all about finding peace in the chaos and feeling secure. No matter what that chaos is.
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I’m sorry your early life was so hard. I’m glad you were able to separate yourself from it. The ocean is wonderful.
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Oh yeah, I’ve separated myself from it. I’ve been blessed to be able to help others. Thanks Dawn.
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I also love the ocean. Thank you for sharing some of your reasons for finding solace and security near the ocean.
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Hi Anne, the ocean is marvelous. Thanks for commenting.
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I’m glad you live near a place that brings you some peace.
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I’m very lucky indeed.
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The ocean is constant, powerful, awe-inspiring, nonjudgmental and has tons of negative ions hanging around to bring you balance. What could be better? I’m glad you found your security.
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I never thought of the negative ions. How healing. Thanks.
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You’re welcome.
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So sorry to hear what you had to go through, Cee. Glad nature, ocean brought you peace, security, and comfort.
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Now, i can just close my eyes and hear the water and force of the water. Any time I am in nature it is wonderful.
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Sorry to read about those terrible difficulties, Cee. I’m glad you had somewhere that brought you peace. That’s how I feel about the mountains in particular and nature in general.
janet
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Mountains are pretty powerful to. The trees and nature can’t go wrong there. 😀
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Beautiful. Photos and words. All of us have to find a place where we can feel safe, secure and one with the universe.
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I so hope you have found your safe an secure place. We do all need one or two or three.
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We do…and I have got the forest.
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There is nothing like the protected feeling of a forest. 😀
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That big image, Cee … that is what the ocean .. is all about, powerful, beautiful .. it makes us escape to where ever we want to go. Beautiful post.
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The ocean is so healing to us.
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Cee, I couldn’t said it better .. so true.
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Beautiful post. Nature, especially water, is such a great healer.
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Oh I so agree with you about nature an water. 😀
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Your shots are so beautiful !
I feel you’re very strong now , but I’m so sorry for your troubles as a young girl…
ILY!
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I’m strong now. Thank you for noticing it and commenting.
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So many of us had really difficult childhoods. Yet here we are! GOOD FOR US!
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Yes good for us!!! 😀
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Beautiful photo, Cee.
Peace, love & chocolate,
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I’ll have the chocolate and the peace and love of course. Thanks Allan. 😀
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You are very welcome, Cee. Thank you for your gorgeous photos throughout the year.
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Beautiful. I’m glad the ocean brought you peace 🙂
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It did and still does to this day.
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